LuRvE_sWeEt_hAvEn

2007-12-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

MOVED!

http://yoursmemoirs.livejournal.com/

(:

2007-12-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

1. What do you think of the most when
you are alone?
`LOADS...eh, abt someone (:
abt frens
abt the feeling of having a sibling ):

2. When it is a rainy night, what do
you do most of the time?
` SLEEP!

3. When was the last time you were out?
` just now? with my darling BFF aunty huiix (:

4. What do you do when you see a
full moon?
` eh...nth?

5. Would you rather swim in the lake
or dive in the ocean?
`dive in the ocean!!!

6. What would be the best partner of a
good cup of coffee?
` CHEESECAKE! :D

7. If you'll ask yourself a question
now, what would it be?
` YES, or NO?

8. If certain things in your life will
fall apart, what will you do?
` cry den take it under my stride.

9. Favorite month/s?
` HOLIDAYS!

10. When your friends forget you, what
will you do?
' hmmm...i really duno :X

11. Do you talk to yourself?
` LOLs, yea sometimes xP

12. Is there anything that you are
craving for right now?
` yea, CHEESECAKE!

13. Would you like to have a chocolate
right now?
` nope..for e first time..i wan CHEESECAKE, not chocolate

14. Ever cried for something stupid?
` yea, real stupid ):

15. Do you like anime?
` YEA!

16. How about Japanese music?
` hmmms, depends.

17. Do you have a girlfriend?
` not 'a' but some!

18. First thing you do after watching
a movie?
` toilet! i dunno y...its like a 'must do' thing aft e movies

19. Do you wash the dishes in your
house?
` nope..xP

20. Can you last two days without a
bath?
` NO! obviously NOT!

23. Still go to the mall with your
parents?
` yea

25. Are you brand conscious?
` yea..quite

26. Ever fell in love?
` yea,hahahaha!

27. What time is it?
` 10 30 pm

28. Where are you?
` in my room

29. Is it in you to kill someone?
` aiy, doubt so. at most hit?

30. Daydream a lot?
` YEA, loads

31. Happy with your life?
` yepps.quite

33. Favorite place to eat in a mall?
` anywhere that has nice food, depends on my cravings la

hahaha..nth else to do, shall post this on my LJ too (:

2007-12-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

set up an LJ account
http://yoursmemoirs.livejournal.com/
still using this blogger accnt
when im familiarised with LJ,
den shall i permanently change to it (:

i miss e childhood days ):

2007-12-04T11:20:00.001+08:00

mum's nagging as usual
mum's driving me nuts
mum's pissing me off
mum's plain evil

BLAH!

2007-12-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

after talking to kor on e phone last nite,
i couldnt get out of bed early in e morning :X
so left the house only at 11 plus to greatworldcity to mug :X
edwinnie joined me shortly
while uncle yams working somewhere in e mall.lols
couldnt continue studying at 4 30, damn tired...
by that time, ed read almost her entire book of herland..lol
so ed and i went walking around this pathetic shopping mall
its like meant for the rich ppl! like edwinnie
gossipped for an hour plus cos we simply couldnt find anymore shops to enter.
before yams meet us for dinner and etc

poor yams is LAME, like literally, tho it isnt v obvious he is limping
but gosh, hope his poor foot heals asap (:
nevertheless, he still walks faster den me...TSK!
dinner at pastamania
and lovely lovely STARBUCKS! xD
coffee indulgence yea! :D
couldnt take neos tho...x(
really disappointed
stupid edwinnie had to remind me!!! @)&%_^q#)*%
nah, we will take another time! yay!

LETS ALL GO OUT AGAIN (:
muahahaha..and this time take neos! or at least a photo TOGETHER :D
omg...i jus receive an email abt SL from yuan
its abt the kids at the learning center.
from her report on the few kids,
it seems like we're gonna have a hard time there
10 HOURS, 2 DAYS! gosh...i dun wanna run after them... :X
i do hope they r nice (:

edwinnie.me(guess wat were we talking abt before we took this photo :P)
'fan' of herland..lol

2007-12-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

I FEEL DAMN MALIGNED & UPSET.
sob sob sob!!!
so sian, not my fault x(
so flabbergasted by such actions...faints*

so today was one busy day.
went to lib study in e morning, with kor and weesiong(his classmate)
quite a cute guy who is constantly on e phone, hot in demand from his classmates i guess.lols
anws, yea, hardworking ppl
den ate mos, and met another of kor's classmate, jianwei, an EXTREMELY tall guy
184 CM! O.O
taller den yu fei la...imagine me beside him..smacks myself*
he's seems to be more talkative den weesiong, tho he looks more dao :X

beatboxing competition at amk hub
kor's classmate samuel was pretty good
unexpected performance, made the atmosphere pretty high.lols
had to rush to tangs for gift wrapping half way the competition
but heard he got into top 10.thats, great news i guess (:

gift wrapping until 11 pm
its e last time we are doing this..kinda sad
i'll miss working with teresa, jinghui, gillian(unsure of the spelling) and EDWINNIE!
hahahaha...

anw, on my way home, saw ex seniors on e bus
guessed they saw me first
i didnt realise until i heard my name or sth
since im not wearing contacts too :X

wat a hectic day! tsk!
im disappointed like big time...

2007-11-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

today is FAB FAB FAB :D
gift wrapping was so fun
tho edwinnie and edward was at B1 and i had to stay at level 3,
at least no stoning..it was kinda busy! yea!
and SUPER coincidental dat meiyi(oi shan's p schmate i gotta know previously) was also in e SAME shift, SAME level as me! so coool! xD
edwinnie and i volunteered to do on sat nite, knowing that we will most likely have no free time, but it would be so much FUN! yay!

watched ENCHANTED XD
the storyline, as usual, as expected from any disney fairytales, ROMANCE plus comedy for this particular movie (:
Princess Giselle (amy adams) is beautiful, like damn charming yea!
the chipmunk, pip is like a 'feste' in e movie, so cute and hilarious
and the ending is of cos, HAPPILY EVER AFTER, forever!
4.5/5 stars
i didnt rate it 5/5 stars cos its after all over-fanatical, with e expected happy ending but i LOVE disney shows xD
the songs are FAB! i kept smiling to myself aft e movie, and on my way home...
the tunes still lingers... (:
hmmm...true love
its so hard to believe in that in this real world
but its alright to dream and hope yea? xD
Lady bus driver to Prince Edward: "Are you crazy! No one stabs my bus! I'll tear you apart!"

So Close
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

True love's kiss

Giselle: When you meet the someone who was meant for you
Before two can become one there is something we must do
Animal: Do you pull each others tails?
Animal: Do you feed each other seeds?
Giselle: No, there is something sweeter everybody needs
I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Giselle: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa
Animals: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa

Animals: Shes been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince she's hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch

Giselle: So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Edward: You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were made...
Giselle: ...to finish your duet
Giselle and Edward: And in years to come we'll reminisce
Edward: How we came to love
Giselle: And grow and grow love
Everyone: Since first we knew love through true love's kiss

Ever Ever After

Storybook endings
Fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside
We wanna believe they still do
In our secretest heart
Its our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all wanna make it to

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion
Wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's realest by making believe
Unafraid, Unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you its not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels its flying
Your head feels its spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted
You just might break through to

Ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe its just one wish away
Your ever ever after

Ever Ever Ever After

oh Ever Ever After

2007-11-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

gift wrapping at tangs was boring, like DARN BORING!
probably its a tuesday, so there's less customers...hmmm, should be.
but it was still quite fun wrapping gifts for the customers, esp those really sweet ones that dun stress me up
and my feet hurts! its sore and strained from 5 hrs of standing :X
my flu, as expected, got worse
had to eat medicine, despite hoping to feel better w/o it...failed x(
overall today was FAB!(:
EXCLUDING the flu part..it gave me hell x(

next shift is on thursday morning, yea and MOVIE with edwinnie! :D
so drowsy from medicine, lazy to check timings now..hahahah..
tmr perhaps!

hmmm..many have been asking abt my previous post :X
wat can i say...its a friendship, not jus any friendship but i once so cherish dearly with my life, tat i decided to give up
and who knows,
it may not only be one but a few more close frens lost as such, just for this decision.
but whatever the outcome,
u peeps alr proven me at least 50% that my decision is correct

so adieus fellow ex bestmates!

2007-11-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

friendship can be such a facade and surreal
but yet its so precious, to me, to anyone i suppose...
i've decided to officially give up this friendship
its been months...
there isnt any use to maintain or even hope for reconciliation
so goodbye!

whooosh!
i finally ended this entire episode that severely affected me
away and away and AWAY (:

it was probably the hardest and most painful decision to make
but i aint gonna regret it
i know i wont...

2007-11-26T14:31:00.000+08:00

oh nooooo

im losing my voice
ARGH!!!

for the past 3 hours i think i've drank at least 2L of water! :X
BLOATED*

):

2007-11-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

ANYONE WANNA WATCH DECEMBER BOYS!!!!

http://wip.warnerbros.com/decemberboys/

ANYONE WANNA WATCH HERO!!!!

oh my...takuya kimura (:
http://www.encorefilms.com/hero/index.htm

im feeling super high, at the WRONG time
i SO WANNA SLEEEP!!!
but i cant fall asleep

EDWINNIE IS COMING BACK, or she should be back by now.hahaha
KING!! QUICK I WANNA GO OUT LA
HUIIX!!
ooo..seeing kor next week and watching bboxing compt
yay!!

ok..im stuck with parents later...
darn X(

2007-11-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

CHANGED blogskin (:
meeting benh today was cool!
hahaha..got to suan him MORE den he suan me...lalala
saw weiquan and hock kiat and their frens
they r discussing BBQ and chalet plans in the library!
& BEHIND ME!
RARRR! and wq talked damn frigging loud!
hahahaa

lets go mug again ben!
and i can have a great time laughing at u too! xP

anw, must thank kor's rather cute classmate for helping me on e blogskin ((:
ok la, of cos kor u rocks too XD

2007-11-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

SL is getting more and more troublesome
and OH MAN................
the '1st come 1st serve basis' of timeslot totally created hell for me
tues and thurs are e only free days tl can make it
TSK!!! he damn lots of CCA commitments!
and im not free on 2nd wk, argh!
we're left with ONLY 18th and 20th dec
its like sooo LATE!!!
@&)%&#%^@)&%$
and i have to help some of them to send their slots in asap to jordan.
to worry abt clashes and stuff
god, why did i even have to bother abt it!

SO DAMN FRUSTATED
there's so many problems arising suddenly

nvm, tmr meeting benh (:
finally some good news

2007-11-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

wahahaha...philosophy and history :D :D

not going out with ginseng today
so back to revision :X

2007-11-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

intense studying from 6
toot head was seriously outta kill me
but den, gotta thank him for helping me (:
it was quite a fruitful one...hahaha, thanks la thanks la XP
anws, went home at 10 00
it doesnt seem very late, but i had the bad luck to meet some weird stalker
who asked retarded yet freaking questions
even aft fending him off, he still tags behind somewhere

ARGH!
wat a sickening loser!!!

2007-11-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S SO BORING!!!!!!!

1] Lose a lover, or love a loser?
- must i REALLY CHOOSE!? love a loser :X

[2] Smoke pot, or drink beer?
- NONE!!!

[3] Run two miles straight, or walk
eight miles?
- RUN! RUN! XP

[ 4] Go to the beach, or have a
milkshake?
- beach

[5] Laugh when nobody else is around, or not
laugh when everyone else is?
- laugh when nobody else is arnd, lol

[6 ] Drink ten cans of soda at once,
or never drink soda again?
- nv drink soda again, not like i drink it VERY often

[ 7] Have your pants ripped, or get
thrown in a trash can?
- thrown in a CLEAN empty trash can.
HAHAHA.

[8] Kiss someone you don’t like or,
kiss someone who doesn’t like you?
- hmm, pity my lips

[9] Not take a bath for a week or,
take a bath in a lake?
- lake! i MUST BATHE!

[10] Be an only child or have five
brothers?
- 5 ELDER brothers!

[ 1 1] Cry in front of 5,000
strangers, or cry in front of your
whole school?
- strangers

[ 12] Be able to rewind time or, see
the future?
- future...no use looking back

[14 ] Die the day after the best day
of your life, or live to be ninty?
- die the day aft e best day of my life

[ 15 ] Go skydiving or, go scuba
diving?
- SCUBA DIVING!

[ 16] Be loved by one person, or have
ten people who like you?
- one person forever :D

[ 18 ] Love and lose or, never love at
all?
- can i NOT chooose again!!!

oooh! edwinnie's going hk tmr, BON VOYAGE woman! xD
breakfast with king tmr! miss tat babe! hee (:

2007-11-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

its a GREAT day today ((:
starbucks was fab with edwinnie..seeing yams was really nice too (:
like wat edwinnie say, fav ppl from class HAHAHAHA!
im too high, aft watching my GZXM :D :D
hahaha, our dinner decision was probably e FUNNIEST thing today xP
besides the SL arrangement i heard from edwinnie on hers.HAHAHAH!*winks*
e upcoming SL proj is gonna be tiring
KIDS la :X

ok..back to more studying again
jia you!

2007-11-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

eddie called ystd
it seem the o lvl math papers were seemingly difficult as compared to my yr
but my yr was like e easiest math papers for years
oh well, i miss that boy la!
i bet he had grown a couple more inches and lost weight
tsk! cant stand such thin ppl..lol
hahaha..he wanna meet up, noting that he isnt gonna work i think
and intend to slack through the hols
man..i miss them
the call from eddie was really unexpected
tot he would be out enjoying himself..hahah
he still rmb his 'mum' here..muahaha
good (:
he should either be entering aj or nyj for 1st 3 weeks
hmmms..aj..wth
*i so wanna see ALI too! XD

jus chatted with cc online
that thai chap, i can hardly rmb how he look like!
seems like he have gained lotsa weight
apparently due to muscle-building
and his self-proclaimed 6 pac
that retard! hahaha..enjoying himself in uni now at thailand la
going aft gals, AS USUAL...
hahaha...i actually miss his retard-ness.tsk!

i cant believe im saying this, but i really miss secondary sch days all of a sudden
:X

2007-11-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

its FRIDAY!!

guitar was pretttttty much boring and i pity my fingers!!
mdm khoo's really upset with attendance and stuff
dun feel like elaborating...
wat a way to start the day..BAH!!!

ate pepper lunch for lunch with yeebei & veron
and went home to nap!

off to study at great world city at 430
with uncle yams aft his work
math is really draining my energy MENTALLY

visited teck at his working place
HAHAHA!
he look so noob in the uniform! so damn FUNNY!
pepper lunch AGAIN for dinner
this time i tried the pasta
hmmm..i would prefer the rice more xP

RARR!!! totally no idea wat to blog la
jus blogging for the sake of yea, blogging

well, im jus glad i saw 3 very good frens from my class this week! ((:
hhahaha

oh, kor said his classmate's beatboxing competition is tmr
all the best to him la, he really is quite a talent.hahaha

yay! monday is coming! :D :D
WHOOTS, STARBUCKS! XD

2007-11-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

so cranked up
econs giving me a splitting headache
_)&#^@)&!@#$%

gonna sleep, cant take the headache any longer
i must persevere! i can do it!
i hope

the random thoughts of u and me
surfaced a smile once so familiar

2007-11-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

woke up earlier den usual.probably due to the slight sun burns on my back
ARGH!
guitar later, adrian moh's coming to teach...
i guess it would be good enrichment yea?
meeting kor later, cant wait!
got so much to gossip! hahahaha

kk..BREAKFAST TIME

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

sakae & shopping with kor was pretty fun
hahaha..yea! :D :D
starbucks was FUN & frigging COLD :X
its been long since we TALKED so much!
perhaps more of gossiping i guess xP
my sun burns still hurt tho, even on my scalp, tat i realise only today :S

yay! crashing SP soon to see kor's classmates
i look forward to see certain ppl esp (either in a positive light or negative (;)
of cos, going to their lib there to study too hahahaha
heard its pretty condusive when its not during the so called peak hours.LOL

DINNER!!! my salted fish fried rice :D

and my jacky wu shows
struggling with APGP, need a tinge of amusement to perk me up

ciao

2007-11-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

Thursday-8/11

its great that the rest enjoyed the spaghetti i cooked (:
PAE 3107 outing
deepavali celebration with some PAE 31-07 peeps at sentosa

kinda think its the wrong timing to go sentosa due to the over-crowdedness

shadnt elaborate, les being called racist
but im seriously quite, freaked out, disgusted
and AMUSED at the same time seeing the actions of these people.
tsk
played cards, some played beach volley, some went into the waters
good thing i put sun-tan lotion
my upper bod seems red but aint v painful
as usual, im so not tanned!!! jus like some lobster now x(

aft sentosa, went to meet jason & ate carls junior for dinner(to me)
some left, leaving samad,king,teck,jason, eugene & me
went to arcade
gotta agree teck's pretty good in the shooting games
king lost terribly to him

eugene had to rush home aft arcade so the 5 of us went to play pool
i was initially intending to watch them only
i really really suck in pool la, no strength!:X
but the 3 of them were patient enough to help/teach king & me(:

hahaha, the train back home was hilarious
shhhhh*
(;

*btw, king's OREO CHEESECAKE is fab!
(must rmb to ask her for recipe)

the usual card games lol

=_=
king.me
eugene's really a fast learner!

notice some of our faces :X

2007-11-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

selfishness brings you to no where
that i can guarantee u
ur childish, n perhaps nonsensical insistence
jus degrade ur intelligence
ur EQ as well

its time for you to open ur eyes and heart
learn to care for others
& not jus for yourself
its then, you realise
to be able to give and share is actually one of the best things to do while you still can

a moment of ur maturity
means a reduction in time-wastage and unhappy moments
with the addition of contentment
this isnt jus intelligence and money that can earn it back for u
but you yourself to learn and display
this act of maturity
the selfless act and ur sincere wishes n not hypocrisy

2007-11-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

stardust
probably a successful fairytale story
hahaha, with oh-so-expected happy ending,
not the few movies i would rate best
but yes, i do agree its pretty enjoyable (:
3/5 stars

yes, it was nice seeing yams today
he looks really hmmm...fresh, with his recent haircut
movie at 4 50
had 2 hrs plus to spare
slight-camwhoring
it was quite boring for a while that i took photo with all their bags!=_=
chatting
trailer-watching
blah blah
hahahaha..

i just need to know you love me too

ever seen a BEE-tree?
ed.oi.me
yea, us?
awww..i actually love this photo most..look at their xing fu faces (:
hello uncle ming!
sheesh, nice one!
do i look nerdy?
yufei's bag is really...HEAVY

nice family potrait :D

2007-11-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

a couple of songs from jay's upcoming new album! :D
not bad after hearing most of them
there's a tinge of difference as compared to his previous albums
not bad! ((:

this is my so far top fav from his album((:

2007-11-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

OP IS OVER!!!!

went to town like SO EARLY in the morning for brunch
were deciding between pepper lunch or crystal jade
but pepper lunch was our ultimate choice
wahahaha, its been long since i cook the rice
the conversation among us there i have absolutely no interest in rmb-ing it
totally oh gosh -_-
sick
WALKED to the cathay for BNJs!!! ((:
on the way, edwinnie,king & me took balloons! hahaha
ed let it go half way, while king & me tied our balloons to gg's bag
hahaha
ate merlionster (however u spell it)
shared with king & ed while timot, gg & oi shared another one
HEAVENLY (:
while e four of them continued to play cards there, ed & me went to orchard cathay to watch Molière
its some french movie that reminds me about shakespeare in love, whoots!
romance comedy perhaps, its a MUST WATCH!
ed loves it so much, she wanna pre-order the movie.LOL
wahahahaha...
some cliched quotes..HAHAHA, amusing
Elmire(mrs jourdain): "your text aroused emotions i thought forever extinguished"
Molière: "my audacity was not a sin?"
Elmire: "on the contrary...your audacity obliged modesty to free the sentiments it so often smothers"
sheesh, Laura Morante is CHARMING, for her age...HAHAHAHA
and this really honest phrase i gotta agree:X

"acting is sensitivity, not appearance"

5/5 STARS!

yayness!

bought donuts and walked around town aft movie
gossiped abit and HOME SWEET HOME

lovely :D

the best thing today is that PW is OFFICIALLY OVER! (:

2007-11-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

FINISHED MY I&R!!! (:
finally

a break!
blog hopped to doreen's blog
hahaha..sooo bored, decided to do some of her quizzes in it :D

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

gotta agree...

You Need Some Green in Your Life

Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced.
And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony.
If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life!

For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple

The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others

The consequences of more green in your life:

You will be drawn to a new life path
You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange
You will be released from the demands and concerns of others

What Color Do You Need?

YES! GRRREEEN :D

Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.

What Love Song Are You?

WHOOTS! i LOVE this song!

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Color Girl Are You?

if it was pink...hmmm

2007-10-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

to state things clear, im not aiming ONE person, but to anyone who apparently thinks like that

damn F***ing irritated and fed up
ENOUGH of accusation of being biased
SEE WHY I DUN WANT TO ORGANISE STUFF?
whatever shit case of being biased not asking everyone
tell me will ALL OF THEM COME?
rhetorical!?
NO! most wont come, i can BET that
so now im in the high risk of being accused of being biased
thanks SO MUCH eh?
talking abt organising,
to those who only TALK abt WANTING outings, TAKE SOME ACTION!?
talk no action, and who gets it? ME...
IM NV ORGANISING ANYTHING to do with classes
CLASS OUTINGS? to those who want it, DEN DO STH, and not just talk talk talk n no action
damn F***ed up now
i knew it was a wrong idea...i jus knew it

& EXCUSE ME, since when did i say im organising for the class?

SINCE WHEN!?

wtf

buzz off man
stepping on my tail is SO NOT a good idea

i really miss you guys...sighs

2007-10-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

the joys & sorrows
the complications
with heartbreaks & warmth
the indulgence

(:

OP IN 2 DAYS :X
back to practice!

sidetrack:

You're sweet and kind, but never dull. Your flavorful personality and snappy style make a memorable first impression. Some people don't appreciate your spicy sense of humor, but your friends can't get enough of those witty wisecracks. You're smart, fresh, and totally tasty. Everyone wants a bite of you.

2007-10-30T08:58:00.000+08:00

oh gosh, 公主小妹 is uber nice :D
wahahahaha..just 4 MORE EPISODES!!!
quickly uploadddd wahahahah

WU ZHUN! heee

2007-10-29T17:33:00.000+08:00

recent fetish for candies & chocolates (:

chinese A's was a killer :X
those question setters are NUTS!
coming up with BOTH tricky ques and ans
ARGH! chinese sucks! ):

now left with OP n those retests
yea..
shall self-proclaim myself mugger from now :X

sighs...

2007-10-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

OP is driving me nuts!
pretty heavy content for me, im really trying my best to get my edited script into my mind
its tough la, esp when our groundbreaker is soooo boring...scientists, what u expect!?
that aside, must agree tat i enjoyed chanel's vid on their intended showcase
its damn entertaining, with the different imitations of voices and their detailed yet engaging 'puppet show' as i would describe, one word, FAB! (:
i wonder wats our grp gonna do..our dear naggy grandmama oso want vids...hmmm, its not a bad idea, hopefully we can make a good one :D

jia you ppl!

AND CHINESE!!!! :X

my jaws are hurting!!! dental appt was really a wrong timing...its so tight now in my mouth!
those gums and jaws are hurting so badly x((((

2007-10-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

三个心愿 - FIR

沁：我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面
想带你环游世界

飞：我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边什么都很OK

副歌（合唱）：
　　第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领

沁：为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句OK
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman

飞：这世上最重要的不止是誓言
　　只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
　　我会永远记得这个今天
　　还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪
副歌（重复）

Thanks kor for sending the other songs (:

back to chinese........ :X

2007-10-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

how much i miss 3107 (1st 3 mths)
20th oct, sat,
met up with some of them for dinner at P.S
landed up in mustafa, somewhere along little india soon aft
its really nice seeing eugene esp, that ah pek!
sheesh, nth much to elaborate
took a couple of photos at farrer park station (absence of eugene since he left early)
i wonder when will we have another gathering, with more ex 31-ers

retest is on math and econs for me
hmmmms, parents keep telling me its a blessing in disguise
is it truly so?
:X
wat i know for sure is i really gotta mug real hard
n i need all e help i can get

go sophie go! i know u can do it (:

2007-10-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

1. What does the oldest text message
in your inbox say?
# hmmmm...some friendship msg from ex senior

2. What was the last song you sang out
loud?
# kor's BLOG SONG :D

3. Do you have any nicknames?
# yea...:X

4. What does your last received text
message say?
# jus cheer up yea? (:

5. What time did you go to bed last
night?
# reaching 11 pm

6. Are you currently happy?
# not really

7. When was the last time you cried?
# jus ystd

8. Who gives you the best advice?
# hmmm...daddy

9. Do you eat whipped cream straight
from the can?
# eh? NO?

10. Who did you talk on the phone with
last night?
# hmmmm..didnt talk on e phone last nite

11. Is anything bugging you right now?
# nope, its more den anything

12. What/who was the last thing to make
you laugh?
# i cant recall

13. Do you wear toe socks?
# nope

14. Who is the last person you missed a
call from?
# naggy grandmama...yu fei

15. Have you ever had your heart
broken?
# yea, u can say so

16. What annoys you most in a person?
# total disrespect and disgustingly rude behaviour

17 . Do you have a crush on anyone?
# not now

18. Have you ever done cocaine?
# of cos NOT

19. What is the colour of your room?
# white walls?

20. Would you kill someone you hate for
a billion dollars?
# no? i dun wanna go to jail or sth

21. Do you believe in the saying "talk
is cheap"?
# YES

22. Who was the last person to lay in
your bed?
# ME

23. Who was the last person to hug you?
# mummy

24. Did anyone see you kiss the last
person you kissed?
# ehhh..no

25. Do you have a life?
# NOW? no

26 . Have you ever thought someone
died,when they really didn't?
# hmmm..doubt so

28. What is the reason behind your
profile/blog song?
# darren intro-ed..cos its nice (:

29. Who was the last person you saw in
person?
# my mum

30. What is you favourite Michael
Jackson song?
# no favourites

31. Last time you smiled?
# its been a long long time i smile

33. Have you changed this year?
# its for others to judge

34. What are you listening to right
now?
# no promises

3 5. Are you talking to anyone while
doing this?
# nope

36. Do you walk with your eyes open or
closed?
# both,depends

37. Is there a quote you live by?
# live each day as if its your last

38. Do you want someone you can't have?
# not now

39. Have you ever played an instrument?
# yeps

40. Whats the worst idea you've had
this week?
# ehs, dun even wanna mention

41. What were you doing last night at
11?
# SLEEPING!!!

42. Are you happy with your love life
right now?
# lol..no comments

43. What song describes your love life?
# :X

44. Does the person you like know you
like them?
# NO COMMENTS xP

45. Who always makes you laugh?
# basically many ppl

46. Do you speak any other languages
other than english?
# yea, chinese counted?

47. Are you a blonde?
# nah

48. What's your middle name?
# ehhs, dun think i have

49. What are you doing tomorrow?
# OP!!!CHINESE!! ):

NEXT
THE LETTER 'A'

Are you Available?
haha..

What is your Age?
17!

What Annoys you?
too much to say really...

THE LETTER 'B'

Do you live in a Big house?
im POOR, cant afford

When is your Birthday?
15th Aug

Who is your Best friend?
auntie huiix! (be HONOURED)

THE LETTER 'C'

Who's your Crush?
i dont have one

When was the last time you Cried?
i thought i ans this ques and the previous one alr

THE LETTER 'D'

Do you Daydream?
yea... :X

What's your favorite kind of Dog?
any kind that is pleasing to my eyes

What Day of the week is it?
monday

THE LETTER 'E'

Have you ever been in the Emergency
room?
i doubt so

Did you have a crush that starts with
the letter E?
NO -_-

THE LETTER 'F'

Favorite Flower?
SUNFLOWERS!

THE LETTER 'G'

Do you chew Gum?
seldom

Are you a Giver or a taker?
both i guess

THE LETTER 'H'

What's your Height?
IM SO NOT GONNA SAY!

What color is your Hair?
brown, black?

THE LETTER 'I'

What's your favorite Ice cream?
BnJs?

Have you ever Ice skated?
yes, once.bad experience

Do you play an Instrument?
yea

THE LETTER 'J'

What's your favorite Jelly bean?
no favourites

Have you ever heard a really hilarious
Joke?
tons...cold ones especially

Do you wear Accessories?
of cos

THE LETTER 'K'

Who do you want to Kill?
no one, im nice

Do you want Kids?
YEPS

Where did you have Kindergarten?
somewhere near my house

THE LETTER 'L'

Are you laid back?
i prefer to...

THE LETTER 'M'

Whats your favorite Movie?
those that r NOT blockbuster movies

Do you still watch disney Movies?
yea

Do you like Mangoes?
YESSS! :D

THE LETTER 'N'

Do you have a Nickname?
no, i have nicknameS

Whats your favorite Number?
dont really have

Do you prefer Night over day?
no preference

THE LETTER 'O'

Whats your One wish?
if life could be more smooth-sailing

THE LETTER 'P'
What one fear are you most Paranoid
about?
its a weird ques to ask :X

What' s a Personality trait you look
for in the opposite sex you like?
TRUST..security...mutual RESPECT...blah blah

THE LETTER 'Q'

Are you Quick to judge people?
nah, im pretty slow, gotta admit

THE LETTER 'R'

Do you watch Reality tv?
seldom

THE LETTER 'S'

Do you prefer sun or rain?
can i have both?

Do you like Snow?
nv really got to experience dat...but it would be nice

THE LETTER 'T'

What Time is it?
midnite

What time did you wake up?
6 15

THE LETTER 'U'

Do you like underwear?
LIKE? i guess its BETTER to wear it rite? :/

THE LETTER 'V'

What's the worst veggie?
hmmmm...i love veggies

Where do you want to go on Vacation?
most imptly, with WHOM

THE LETTER 'W'

What's your Worst habit?
lazing around

THE LETTER 'X'

Have you ever had an X-ray?
Yeps

Do you own a xylophone?
ehhs, no

THE LETTER 'Y'

Do you like the color yellow?
not really, nah

What Year were you born in?
1990

W hats one thing you Yearn for?
liberty

THE LETTER 'Z'

Whats your Zodiac sign?
leo

Do you believe in the zodiac?
i guess so, but not entirely, not as much to dictate my actions

2007-10-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

one more week and its Chinese As and OP
好担心 :X
and aft christmas would be retest
that's even more worrying

im at loss of what to do but just keep studying
life jus seems so UN-lifely lately

thanks u guys out there who have been cheering me on
the road out there is bumpy, but i believe i can get pass this hurdle
this awful, tiring and heart-wrenching hurdle

that smile will no longer exist

2007-10-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

not coming online nor blogging very often anymore
not within my 'should-do' list
back to mugging i guess
the future looks bleak

:X

2007-10-17T19:19:00.001+08:00

promo is a total screw up
the disappointment
the heartache
the worry

expecting the worst yea?
):

2007-10-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LOW!!! :D

met up with frida early in e morning
ate breakfast at ten
took neos, like aft MONTHS, pretty rusty :X
watched Mr Woodcock at eleven
its pretty sad cant spend entire day with ah ma
had to meet some sec sch peeps (:
met low,min,fang,gin at amk mrt station
gin still has exam, couldnt go out with us ):
so the four of us went to vivo (yes, again) to chill out
walked around
drank coffee at pacific coffee sth lidat, dun rmb, since i usually go starbucks
played arcade (i could say, the best thing we've done for the entire day :D)
shopped around, window shopping to be exact
shadnt elaborate...but im really glad i saw gin, for less den 5 min (but still glad (:)
saw birthday gal! she looks less tanned tho, not a good news to her perhaps

tmr's the RESULTS day :X
D-Day perhaps for many of us ):
im one of them...

my heart's really aching
im feeling really really scared
it hurts so much, im tearing so much
sheesh, my shirt is wet :X

pls, pls grant me two h2 pass, pls ):

2007-10-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

after the entire of lastnite and today,
i've finally finished watching goong s!
previously i tot this drama would be a total put off as comparison to goong
but i really enjoyed the entire plot and drama
in fact, it isnt very fairytale as compared to goong :X
it was NOT like another goong
but there were similar background music and scenes
still, it was one GREAT korean drama :DD
i cant believe i actually m going crazy for korean dramas once more :X

anws,
yay-ness!

(:

*oooh! and the queen is uber pretty and CHARRRRMING!

2007-10-14T13:20:00.000+08:00

last nite
after watching two hours of goong s, and missing my channel 8 show (which i taped to watch later)
decided to watch a couple more epids online to see if it is worth continue watching
watched anime as well while watching tv
multi-tasking yea? anime replaces the tv-commercials (:
decided to continue watching goong s
found it quite hilarious, tho the actors and actresses weren't as good-looking as goong (to me)

side track:
chinese is like in 2 weeks :X
i''m in so deep shit

2007-10-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

today has been one of the worst days, starting from morning till nite
the supposedly PW meeting in the morning was screwed up, only king came
alvin and timot apparently overslept
yufei fell sick
i have no further comments on those who overslept, king was super pissed :X
parents had to make life difficult for me
oh so GREAT!
forcing me to aunt's house, nagging, talking abt my results coming out on tues
HOW NICE to add on to my troubles
i had no choice but to agree, knowing that my finances are in bad shape
couldnt watch the italian...oi said ticx fully booked for both 5 15 and 9 30
i was alr so disappointed.
& additionally
i'm damn fed up.
not going to bother organising anything anymore
wat i get in return is people reproaching me and being unhappy with stuff not within my control
great yea? next time, whoever want to do sth or go anywhere, organise it urself, tell me WHO u intend to ask n i can still be the messenger
damn F*** up now
wats with all these nonsense and accusing me of treating whoever extras
get ur facts right here
i repeat, its NOT within my control
IM SO not going to organise anything anymore that involves the class
frigging put off n pissed off n hurt
so this is how u (probably the rest) see in me
THANKS so much......

2007-10-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

wednesday-10 oct
CDP
sandcastle building at ECP at 2-7
fortunately, it wasnt really hot, it even drizzle slightly :D
didnt get sun burnt, maybe a SLIGHT redness but it was nth..hehe
ed's fell sick, she somehow got sun burnt, oh dear, get well soon (:
it was really fun, at least for ME
its been a LONG LONG time since i went ECP
i miss the smell of the salty sea, miss the fine sand at the beach (if u go to the correct part)
oh gosh, the breeze... (:
ate steamboat with some classmates
credits to jordan, ur uncle's steamboat soup and everything is great
shall go again next time :DD

hmmm..those legs are white!
does this remind u off the 80s? (couples chasing each other) -_-
fact is, no, they r just a bunch of violent ppl! xP
n ym's superman pose-_-
a half a class photo :X (some came late)
ed.syaf.me.king!
oi love to act cute! XP
nice 'family' photo....gosh, im so dead if i let them see
hehehe
angela.siok (:
oioi.yuan (:
ed.me (:(i need to cut my hair soon) notice that two eyes behind ed :X scary eyes of oi

2007-10-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

AJ OPEN HOUSE today
benh and mingde came (:
thanks for returning the racket..hahaha, how absent minded i m
shadnt elaborate further abt today..its BORING

i was told that everyone in 3707 passed GP!!!
i tot i failed esp aft doing my compre ):

pls pls tell me its reliable
*but since its told by our gp teacher herself, it should be true aint it?

pls pls lemme pass history and econs :/

2007-10-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

2007-10-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

this had must be the chim-est fortune-telling stuff i ever come across :X

(and the picture is eeuu)

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-10-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

mood's getting back to worse
post promo blues giving me hell, enough of the upcoming results, but i jus get more and more problems each day
give me a break yea?

kop-ed this from lao pa's post on the bulletin board :P

1. Were you smiling when you woke up
this morning?
- ehhs, no

2. When was the last time you met
someone new?
~ hmmms...a couple of months ago

3. When did you last eat pizza?
~ woah...when ah?

4. Do you drink beer?
~ NO!!!! wine perhaps

5. Do you wash your own clothes?
~ hehehe..wats the maid for

6. Are you any good at poker?
~ NO!? dunno how to play ah

7. What do you want more than anything?
~ *shhhhh*

8. Are you tired?
~ YES, MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY ):

9. Besides your bed, what is your
favorite thing in your room?
~ MY COMP?

10. Pepsi or Coke?
~ no special preferance :X

11. Would you ever take someone back if
they cheated on you?
~ like of cos NOT! -_-

12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
~ eeks, no

13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
~ NONE?

14 . Are you restless?
~ i think so tooo..plus a tinge of losing hope

15. Is your pc desktop or laptop?
~ DESKTOP?

16. How many blog views do you
have?
~ dunnno

17. Want to be a prince/princess?
~ ehs? princess if someone's heart :D

18. Do you believe dreams come true?
~ i wish i could..but no

19. Last song you heard?
~ my blog song.lol

20. Do you like Batman?
~ hell no

21. Who is in the room with you?
~ myself la.... parents sleeping

22. What are you wearing on your feet?
~ nothing

23. What was the last thing you ate?
~ rice with vege, meat

24 . What were you doing before this?
~ chatting

25. What is the closest item near you
that is blue?
~ my scissors?

26. How's study?
~ dun even remind me

27. What instant messaging service do
you use?
~ MSN?

28 . What is your fave website?
~ no particular one

29. Whose house were you at last night?
~ my own OF COS

30. What do you wear more, jeans or
sweatpants?
~ jeans duh

31. What is the last movie you watched?
~ lust, caution :D

32 . What do you currently hear right
now?
~ the tv?

33. When did you last buy a new pair of
pants?
~ months ago

34. Where's your favorite place to be?
~ home

34. Have you ever heard of the band Our
Lady Peace?
~ nope...quite a nooob here

35. Where do you sleep?
~ on my bed

36. Where do you shop the most?
~ shopping centres la

37. Where did you get the shirt you're
wearing?
~ some plain white shirt like since 2 yrs ago

38. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
~ NONE? dun really get it

39. Where was your default pic taken?
~ wat????

40. What is your current scent?
~ im oways nice-smelling... xP

41. Are you happy with where you are?
~ sometimes...yes

2007-10-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINGYIN!!! :D
be honoured i wish u on my blog! hehehe

today is a great day!
PW in the morning tho, probably not part of being great! but actually nice seeing my grp members :X
met edwinnnie at noon
SHOPPING SHOPPING!
ate lunch at The Asian Kitchen..the mushroom duck noodles is a fab :D
ed's retarded atm card refuse to let her draw money out, so LMAO
only at 2 can she withdraw the amount of $ she wanted..haahaha, super funny

watched lust, caution
SUPER NICE! rate it 4/5..A MUST WATCH!!
tony leung's like CHARMING dude!
wats that lead actress name? watever, she's like woah, SEDUCTIVE eyes :O
wang lee hom, poor him, seem like an extra in the entire show... but he's still that handsome, charismatic, hot, perfect idol man :DD

FINALLY FINALLY bought clothes aft the really LONG movie..2 hrs plus perhaps?
yay!
and off to donut factory at raffles city :)
shadnt elaborate much la...i kena scolded being SLOW
by that evil freak BLEH! xPP

this book is PINK!
ed's eyes are BIG!
i realise i have FAT cheeks!
HAHA! the author is anonymous :O
didnt know bookshops sell cups :X

2007-10-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

went to aj, for wat? guitar banner :X
ordered macs,simply too hungry, cant do anything with an empty stomach
started work aft our dear guitar pres come (:
thanks veron SO MUCH!!! to do the designs..super nice la, drew 3 different designs for us to choose, and all 3 are sooooo nice! :D
so down to work from 9 plus to 1 plus...
nv tot painting can be so tiring...till today :X
but with the 9 of us (bren.veron.terry.xinrui.weichun.min.shenghong.me.yeebei), we have finished e banner!! except some small details *beams*
a sense of achievement :D

rarr...going out later ((:
for a while...

photos!!

from a plain brown cloth
to this :D
credits to veron!! (:
SH really have a thing with guys eh? :P
terry n his pose-___-
brenda.....
with somemore touch up to be done :D

2007-10-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

my legs are so tired!!!

walk so much...just to buy those banners materials for open house

RARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x(

we walk from little india mrt station to farrer park mrt station...like oh so damn freaking FAR!

couldnt find the darn cloth!!!

had no choice but to go mustafa..which is like..miles away x(

finally bought our brown cloth after ages of walking, it was terrible, GOOD THING I DIDNT WEAR HEELS!

den decided to go vivo (AGAIN), to buy paint, since nearby (take a train down)

camwhore SLIGHTLY only ):

we were like super tired la...

if seniors didnt throw e banners away!!! ARGH!!

and tmr i have to return to aj JUST TO DO THAT FRIGGING IRRITATING BANNER!!!

so waste my morning ):

lao pa recommended two anime to watch, say i would be interested... i guess he know my preference of anime, shall trust his words (: be honoured!*

Seto no Hanayome
Zero no Tsukaima

shall rmb to check them out (:

photooss

thanks cephie xD

LITTLE INDIAAA!
heritage tour..
farrer park mrt station :X (how to spell?)
me & BRENDA!
SH's inspirational look lol
(:
ceph's standing posture is funny!
nice couple...(: they have telepathy can

2007-10-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha

wokeup at 30 min to noon before napping half hr more later..damn shiok :DD

its beeen eons sinc i can wake up SOOO late on a SCHOOL DAY! wahaha no exams for me (:

im getting bored

should i go back to sleeep or find some food to fill my super hungry tummy :X

edwina is watching her xiaozhuangg la..i wanna watch the ending SOON!!!! *envious*

meeting up later with a couple of guit ppl to buy guit stuff for open house...zzzz, why did the seniors throw the banners away?!!!

oh whyyyyyy..... ):

i didnt expect myself to wake up so late!!! maybe due to sleeping at 3 last nite :X
IM SO SORRY LOW, if she sees this...sorry couldnt make it to MJ OH, man, damn i feel bad :X

frigging bored, those songs are making me cry :X

shall go hunt for fooood now, hahaha food makes me happy!!

*the facade of smiles... its terrifying & heart-wrenching

2007-10-05T03:19:00.000+08:00

PROMOS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER FOR ME!!! :D :D

update soon abt jus now...

dead at the the funeral is DARN hilarious
laugh until stomachache, like literally :X

((:

most of e photos with jordan, so could only post a couple for now :(

impromptu photo with OIOI be4 boarding e last train! ((:

ARGH! pimple outbreak, must be due to promo stress x(
and my swollen eyes ): must be e lack of sleep.hahaha...*immune*

hahaha..for some humour sake LOL

as usual... haw haw haw

notice e red circles... eh, its GONE?

credits to oioi's green ZA nail polish!

more sooon, tired :P

2007-10-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

after 3 days of promos...
it seems as if promos have ended.
but i still have this darn chinese paper tmr! like of all subjects? CHINESE!!! :X
after math and hist today, my mood got seemingly high, to the extent, i think i need medication to calm myself down
NEVER, NEVER in my entire life have i felt soooo stressed up for exams, NOT EVEN the o's
sheeesh... chinese, why in e world make it my last paper! i so dun have the mood to touch that idiotic textbook!

i shall enjoy myself for these 2 weeks, before we face our doom ):
those horrible results...

*AJ MATH DEPARTMENT IS NUTS!!!!! ))):

2007-09-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

turning in circles...
i choose to believe what goes around,
comes around

promos in 3 days

im so friggging not prepared!!!

:(

2007-09-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

came across this from my senior's email

"The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you;
It is when you don't understand yourself."

its the plain sad and un-deniable truth.
cant help but wonder if i truly understand myself fully.
i cant even understand my own feelings
i cant even control them; those heartaches...

8 more days to promos!
i MUST persevere on!!
slap me for coming online... sighs

sidetrack:
before i forget, cos i will be busy mugging, i shall wish u an advanced happy 20th birthday william!!!! tho u will be 'celebrating' it in army, but jus enjoy it xPP
im glad i met up with huiix and the two botaks plus 3 of their frens, eh, if i rmb correctly, brendan, dennis and the other guy, cant rmb chi names la! in fact,i actually miss that two botaks.HAHAHAHA...so funny!
huiix seem to be overstretched by work, at e same time seem to enjoy it, well at least it beats having promos, in like a week's time :X
n u guys so rocks! thanks for e really belated bday present (: really shouldnt la, the treat previously was enough xD n huiix take care, cya real soooon :D
at least it was a well-spent break from an entire day of mugging...8 more days

STOP GETTING DISTRACTED!!!

i try

2007-09-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

power naps...

i should really consider that....hmmmms

ten more days to promos :X

2007-09-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

i hate to be maligned
i hate it when i cant see if im right or wrong abt u
i hate it when u force me to get annoyed
i simply hate it when u must add on to my problems

sheeesh

perhaps its my wrong to flare up
but i really cant take it anymore.
simply tired.
simply hate to be maligned.big time

2007-09-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. for now, IS TO BE PROMOTED TO J2!! :X
2. SLIM DOWN!!!
3. to be able to resolve some matters, hmmms, yep
4. health, yes, good health
5. you

1. The person who tag you is?
ben h

2. Your relationship with her is?
is a guy-_- hahaha..ex-schmate! (:

3. Your 5 impressions of her
-_-''' HE's polite, seemingly cheery most of the time, definitely nice fren to confide into(not for me la, some other frens), SKINNY!, quite joker (all i can rmb from my memory of him) :X

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you?
gosh...not that close leh, OHH!!!helping us take photo on one of the mf bbq, many thanks ((:

5. The most memorable words he had said to you?
:X ahhhhh....... i dnno laaaa!!!

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
HAR!? siaooooo

7. If he becomes your lover, things she would have to improve on will be?
can stop using 'she'!? improve? EAT MORE!

8. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
eh, no way la...

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i slap him for no reason (sorry la, i cant think of any reason) xP

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is?
really want to know!? strangle him!! dat's wat i wanna do..he make me realise how much i dun really know him :X

11. Your overall impression of him is?
really good (be honoured ok!)

12. How you think people around you would feel about you?
proud? heck-care? SLOW..yes i know -_-

13. The character i love most about myself is?
forgiving (:

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
proud n hot headedness..really really have to change that bad nature of mine

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
my dad...his wisdom n character (not looks xPP)

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
i love u guys, loads :D

17. For people whom i’ve hurt:
sighs, im really sorry..but i really dunno wat to do to redeem myself :(

18. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel bout you:In no Order of Merit:::(the following has nth to do with this ques, besides i dun intend to pass this around... xP)

omg this is so gonna kill me..
1. gin
2. huixian
3. elijah
4. min
5. low
6. darren
7. edwina
8. kingyin
9. manda
10. fang

please note, if you intend to do this quiz, i advice you to fill in the ten names before you proceed with your reading! Its no fun otherwise.]

1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
hahaha..does anyone wan my lao pa!??

2. Is no.9 a male or female?
lol.female!

3. If no. 7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
eh, they dunno each other-_-

4. How bout no. 8 and 5?
eh, they dunno each other la!

5. What is no.2 studying about?
ACCOUNTANCY!

6. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hahaha..quite recent (:

7. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
SHE? chinese songs preferably rite?? (:

8. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
nope...same as me x(

9. Will you woo no.3?
no-_- he's my kor!

10. How bout no.7?
IM NOT A LESBIAN!

11. Is no.4 single?
yepps

12. What is the surname of no.5?
low

13. What is the nickname of no.10?
CPF! actually got one more, but i promise NEVER to say xP

14. What is the hobby of no.4?
sleep..jogging

15. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
yep (:

16. Where is no.2 studying at?
NP

17. Talk something casually bout no.1?
feminine! GREAT SISTA (:

18. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
siaooo! my xiao mei leh! :X

19. Where does no. 9 lives?
toa payoh!

20. What color does no.4 likes?
blue

21. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
best sisters!

22. Does no.7 like no. 2?
no? they dunno each other! (its the 3rd time i have this same ans)

23. How did you get to know no. 2?
sec sch..long story

24. Does no.1 has any pets?
i dun rmb seeing...hmmmm..must visit her soon, if time permits ):

25. Is no.7 the most sexiest person in the world?
lol..sorry edwina xP

back to mugging mode..should thank ben for giving a chance to take a short break from econs xP

2007-09-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

the truth always prevail...

thats how nature goes

but there may jus have exceptions;

i hope not

2007-09-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

pre-promo blues have given me more den enough problems
n u have to cause more for me
im really sick and tired of unnecessary trouble
n now things r made worse for me

thanks yea?

side track:
i officially declare im a direction noob..sheesh, IM SO SORRY!!! :X

2007-09-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

heart's aching real bad now
i cant help but feel guilty of not speaking up
if i did warn agst some occasion
probably all these things will not have happened

i cant believe how much harm u caused
u jus wasted my pity on u
i was so wrong abt u
disappointment seeping in

period

2007-09-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

this is a must hear song ((:

我爱的人 - 林宥嘉

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说我们
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

2007-09-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

EOM's dateline is in 3 days time...
Promos in approx 2 weeks time...
WR's dateline is jus after promos...
~~STUPID~~ chinese a levels is during october...
OP is soon after that...

im so frigging dead

:X

2007-09-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

hahahaha, its some random email i got from my senior, its all linked to chemistry -_-
so to chemistry lovers, enjoy the seriously lame jokes
n to the non-sci lovers, try to understand some of them (applies to me, cos i couldnt understand some-_-)

1. What did one atom tell another?
I think I lost an electron
Are you sure?
Yes, I'm positive.

2. A small piece of sodium which lived in a testube fell in love with a Bunsen burner.
"Bunsen! my flame! I melt whenever I see you" said the sodium.
The bunsen burner replied :"It's just a phase you're going through".

3. A neutron walks into a bar; he asks the bartender
" How much for a beer?"
The bartender looks at himandsays
"For you, it's no charge".

4. Why did the white bear dissolve in water?
Because it was polar.

5. What do you call a tooth in a glass of water?
A one molar solution.

6. What do dipoles say in passing?
Have you got a moment?

7. Why does hamburger have lower energy than steak?
Because it's in the ground state.

8. What do you do with a dead chemist?
Barium

9. What weapon can you make from the elements, potassium, nickel, Iodine and iron? A KNIFe.
10. Why do chemists like nitrates so much?
They're cheaper than day rates.

11. What did one titration tell the other?
Let's meet at the endpoint.

12. Why are chemists great for solving problems?
They have all the solutions.

13. Do you know what happened to the chemist who was reading a book about Helium?
He just couldn't put it down.

14. Why do chemistry professors like to teach about ammonia?
Because it's basic stuff.

15. What is a cation afraid of?
A dogion

16. What did the match tell the flame?
Baby, you make me lose my head.

17. Why did the ice cube get divorced?
His wife said he was too cold.

18. Why did Carbon marry Hydrogen?
They bonded well from the minute they met.

19. What kind of ghosts haunt chemistry faculties?
Methylated spirits.

20. If H20 is water what is H204?
Drinking, bathing, washing, swimming. . .

21. A psychotic chemist came home from work and had a big fight with his wife.
In the heat of the moment, he grabbed a bottle of some lethal chemical substance and forced her to drink it while he screamed
" Die Ethyl,die". The wife dropped dead on the floor and the neighbors who were watching the scene, decided to call the police. The policemen arrived and arrested the chemist. One of them asked
"Was there any reason for you to kill your wife?"
The chemist replied
" There was no chemistry between us. We never bonded well although we tried.In the compound where we lived, our temperaments collided. She always responded negatively to my comments. Our relationship was unstable. There was no possible solution. She had an attitude and I was explosive. Finally, I overreacted. But now I'm glad it's over. I'm in equilibrium again.I will feel free even behind the irons."

22. A group of organic molecules were having a party,when a group of robbers broke into the room and stole all of the guests joules.
A tall, strong man, armed with a machine gun came into the room and killed the robbers one by one.The guests were very grateful to this man, and they wanted to know who he was. He replied: My name is BOND, Covalent Bond.

23. According to a chemist, why is the world so diverse?
Because it's made up of alkynes of people

2007-09-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...as i said earlier today,

im not blogging anything abt today (;

lol...wanna sleep now, its a tiring long day for me...booo

yay! im seeing kor n tzuling tmr ((:

much misses

sidetrack:
i've been hearing too much stuff lately abt this and that
i shall just listen and listen...
at e end of the day, im still listening, decision still lies in me
n i really feel bad enough to hear not only one but so many telling me roughly the same thing
its just kinda hard to accept, n difficult to NOT be sympathetic in such a way
u tell me about reputation, but if i have to do this to save my considerably clean reputation
the conscience in me will just blackened my reputation nonetheless, for myself.
sighs...i must prioritise!!! PROMOS!
but yes, to those whom adviced, tried to help, tell me stuff abt this n that
thanks for the concerns, v much appreciated (:

2007-09-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

Friendship
don't blame me for giving up
any sane can turn insane can?
im losing hope on that simple yet complex term

period

2007-09-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

shall dlte dat funny post previously hahaha...
booooooo...
its so unlucky to fall sick during sept hols la
practically wasted my entire tuesday sleeping n slacking around
RARR!
my com's alive once more!!! [many thanks to daddy ((:]
nth much to say laaa...must get well soon

xD

2007-09-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

im so gonna worship mr. tong

you rock man!
cant believe such a knowledgeable man equipped with superb analytical thinking skills actually exists, and he is only in his thirties
im gonna 'worship' him from now on...hell, he's like damn good la, he should come to aj to teach la, and give those gp lecturers in aj a taste of wat a good lecturer/tutor really is

EOM..WR..I and R?...OP!!!

PW blues
&
promo blues

):

sidetrack:

KL is the capital of M'sia, so is KL part of M'sia? or is M'sia part of KL?
same theory, London is the capital of England, so is London part of England? or is England part of London

i think the first is true, aint so?

kinda confused and i jus wanna get the point straight, esp when this question has been in my mind since ages ago...

2007-09-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

tuition marathon as usual
met up with huiix and botak and will and their frens for dinner at chomp2
missed that stupid auntieeee xPPP
hahaha...dunno when will be the next time i see her, noting that promos are like 29 more days from now
took a few photos...of the food :D
kinda lazy to upload

sept hols!!!
the first time in my entire life i feel super stressed up during holidays..like !*#&!^$)*%$^@+
even last yr i didnt feel like this.. sheesh

time to mug real hard

hope it isnt too late...

**i must forget!!
sth that's impossible.. must be forgotten, for once, im praying really hard just to forget u

teachers day eve

2007-08-31T23:27:00.000+08:00

friday
to weichun and lisi, really sorry to wish u guys so late via msn and sms so shall post it here as well as a form of apology xP
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

couldn't go back to MF due to NORMAL SCH DAYS in AJ, which ends at 3 45
but anyhows, i went back on monday alr, so it wasnt really bad (:
history test...hmmms, if it wasnt for the very fact there was a hist test today, i MAY not have come to sch, but yet again, i should come, for some reason (:
aft sch, rushed home to bathe and change up be4 meeting edwina for dinner and mini shopping.lol
couldnt meet up with kor and tzuling hence. miss both of them loads la, esp tl since i lcould hardly even hug her on mon cos ali so LOL.hope to see her and kor real soon tho. if time forbids.
ate fish and co...i think im pretty sick of it alr, esp when u ate fish and co 3 times this month..kinda sian :X
went window shopping and walked around at bugis..
went to raffles city for the sudden urge to buy doughnuts
but eventually lost the 'feel' la..so didnt buy, HAHAHA
we each bought e same ear piece fo our nanos (: is like white and coool xD
bought my lollipops tooo (recently craze for lollies) hmmmms..lol
we finally took photos towards the end, where we were pretty tired, or at least i was quite exhausted and sleepy :O
so we camwhore a lil, yea, quite a bit before going home :DD
its been a long time i had this much fun and laughter x)
it was really genuine laughters and smiles...from the bottom of my heart
promos are like a month away.
im kinda unprepared.
seems dat i hafta work extremely extremely hard this coming one week ~~hols~~ to catch up

sighs, life is super stressful la!!! zzzzz

my sambal grilled fish :D
ed's fish and chipsss xD
twist!
i dunno...
emo..peeemo
fat :X
retard :P
(:
how bimbotic -_-
edwina! stop looking sideways!! lol

sidetrack:
its hard to forget.
its never easy to take away this special place.
but determination n priorities comes first i guess
sheesh...horrible truth, terrible life
cant wait to move on..and on...

2007-08-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

the sudden rush of adrenaline

my problems are diminishing bit by bit, the only main problems, aint really problems but worries

what else, but the upcoming promos

the feeling of helplessness

seeps in day by day

the weariness as each day passes on

the tinge of loneliness

reminiscing the beautiful past i had

i wonder...

when will this come by again...

teachers day 07 n guitar exco dinner

2007-08-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

aj celebrates teachers day today... a really EARLY teachers day!!! boohooo! means i cant go back to MF on friday! PFFFFFFTT! x(

Aces at the beginning, its kinda different from the previous years i had. they apparently 'modernised' in some way or another the steps and dance. hahaha

our class attracted pretty much attention all thanks to yanming and edward-_-
all cameras and EYES are on them, and poor me behind them risk being snapped by those cameras. its so unglam can!? but those two, i must say, are not bad indeed, the can do those curves and difficult moves, like how in e world u expect me to do that la-_-

n to the celebrations, the concert performance was great, but the whole planning process and the council's efficiency is clearly shown during today's concert. i shadnt comment on it, afterall i think they did put in effort, i guess (:

went lunching with jordan,teck,yanming...hmmm, wasnt in my best mood due to some probs arising during lunching (not from them la), but i do hope those probs can be solved soon :D
met fang to go back MF while jordan's going out, teck back to aj to play beach volley and yanming mugging with his fren.

I MISS MFSS! I MISS U DEARLY! its so ironic, thinking back at those days when i couldnt wait to leave mf, this time round, i really wish to be back in mf :X
met some teachers, collected my speech day awards etc, toured the sch, nearly made a woo-ha of ourselves cos we passed by all the classrooms XD how much i miss those days... sighs
left at around 2, fang back home to mug, while i go home to take a nap before going out for

overslept, decided to wear my green and white and black top (recently crazy over it), to dinner xD wahahahaha..its nice xD
met guitar exco members for dinner.
present: brenda.huiying.terry.veron.shenghong.joehan.weichun.yeebei.me
(min and yihui didnt come)
brenda had seoul garden vouchers! so she kinda 'treated' us la, so each of us only paid 8 bucks! lol
ate for a few hours lo, i jus rmb tat we left SG at around 8 30
huiying bought her ripcurl bag she spotted when she went shopping at other times.
the rest and i jus looked around lo :X
i kept trying on the hats! i wished i could wear them out, but all my frens dun wear caps nor hats :((
come to think of it, i wonder why i bought them for in the first place...zzzz
camwhored at the end of SG and while shopping
my camera went FLAT :(( so had to reply on my hp towards the end.RARRR!!!
ARGH! eye infection!! i guess i didnt take care of my eyes and contacts properly
seeing doc tmr before going to sch

sobb...my eys are like red la ( DUN WORRY, it IS NOT sore eyes OK!) -_-

photos!

the surge of emotions after seeing this
those were e days
on my way to city hall..can u believe how EMPTY this mrt was! NO ONE WAS INSIDE IN THIS ENTIRE CABIN and the ones b4 and aft this cabin-_-
cooking time!
terry i know u are NOT camera shy-_-
veron's WIDE smile (:
shenghong's natural la!
huiying!! y so depressed! lol. veron ahhh...hahaha!
joehan! im NOT eating that! rarr!!!
BRRRRRENDA (:
one group photo xD
SMILE GALS!
:D
lol.no comments
i look weird
:X
the guys!

camwhoring at the toilet

awww...look at their eyes towards one another..LOL

blurrrr

YAYYYYY!

secret ost

2007-08-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

FANG! THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE SONGS!

lazy to put them in imeem so i searched for it, and these are the few nice ones
the piano pieces ROCKS, big time x)
other than jay's bu neng shuo de mi mi, these instrumental songs r fab!

2007-08-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

mr tong's gp lecture today is pretty sensitive yet one of the best lectures i have heard out of the other lectures he had

kinda starting to face the harsh reality singapore is facing aft this talk. since the lecture is on singapore context, and singaporean's identity etc..

enough of it, aft lecture went to fish and co for dinner with kor

THANKS FOR THE LOVELY BIG TIGGER XDDD

yay!

hahaha, so long nv see him, like nv change a bit! LOL

a child's touch

2007-08-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

okie, since sista wants me to credit him for introducing the previous song to me, THANK YOU SISTA XDDDDD
dun worry, im really fine!
1707 and 2907's 'a child's touch' concert went on, at least, better den i expected. much better (:

omg, the first performance was FAB! omg..of, its sth NOT from AJ
some rock band thats only formed 6 MONTHS ago, and they have such good rapport among themselves and with the audience! omg xDDD

their vocalists rocks! one who sings acoustic songs damn well with an alluring voice (: and
another who has more of a rocker unique voice..wat a way to start the concert xD
i DIDNT KNOW RANI's in TLDDS! she like SUPER chio la..i nearly couldnt recognise her :X
the first dance performance was super entertaining plus awesome! jia min, i think, was super comical, or more of she is SUPPOSED to act and dance like this, i was stunned that i forgot to snap a photo.HAHA. arlana's REALLY REALLY a dance talent.. nice, really really nice

couldnt take photo of the next dance and harmonica's performance cos it was be4 and aft guitar's performance. guitar's turn, there were a few parts, or like MANY TIMES, that the mike at guitar one suddenly receive large sound reception from one of the guitar(i found out it was mag's), n it was SUPER SUPER obvious la..i couldnt stop laughing, but more of i kep on um-chioing the whole way thru.. jordan said i looked like i was constipating la.super sad lo, i was trying my best not to laugh cos it was funny, but anws, i didnt hear mistakes, good job mag! XD

let's not talk abt wat happen after we finished the songs, gosh, SUPER EMBARRASSING CAN!! KIAYONG,WEI RUI, TERRENCE n (if their frens' played a part), U GUYS ARE GONNA GET IT FROM ME ONE DAY! oh man... rarr! but glad to see them today! ethiopiaaa!!!

choir's really really nice! i LOVE THEIR SONGS! omg..i kept on humming their songs even aft concert ended

took a guitar grp photo and famine family photo ((:
loves loves xD

unique
heart-melt
not bad, its been long ever since i watched tamil dance
snapped it JUST at the RIGHT moment (sorry for the poor quality, shaky hands)
the last pose ((:
guitar is love (:
NEVER TAKE PHOTOS AT NITE AGAIN! x(((
this song is my fav out of all!! XD
swayying...
half of famine family!

shona.angela.me.terrence.weirui.bottom-kiayong (wats with the glooomy face terrence!)

its no longer abt cherish, nor anything abt forgivence
no matter how much u 'pushed' me
i will recover like a undefeatable 'rolie polie' (according to brenda-_-)
but once u pushed over the limit
even an elastic rubber band
can jus snap
n its difficult to mend that back

trust me, like wat i say, u should reflect what u did to others be4 rather den living in a world that problems only occurs to u and not to others.

gotta go my own way

2007-08-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

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Gotta go my own way- Vanessa hudgens

GABRIELLA:
Troy – listen...

I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,
but I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.

I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

TROY:
What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

GABRIELLA:
What about trust?

TROY:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.

GABRIELLA:
What about me?

TROY:
What am I supposed to do.......

GABRIELLA:
I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

TROY:
...miss you.

GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS
So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go)
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way,

2007-08-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

thats y i nv liked politics, nor nv liked to be involve in it
nt any time at this point of my life

[hopefully able to promote] i'm left with one and a third yr left till i leave aj! :X
at the end of the day, i wonder if i can honestly say if i love this sch, nor love my life here.
but yea, there are peeps out there in aj, outside aj, that pushes me on to improve n persevere[regardless if its through a fairly negative way or vice versa] thanks guys :D i think u all know who u r (;

before blogging, i was initially intending to rant on my blog about some fren who apparently has over-rated sensitiveness that im getting quite turned off n seriously -_-'''
only with guilt, or at least, high sensitivity, will u go around questioning ppl abt stuff u r, of cos, pretty guilty, or 'concerned' of. not trying to spite anyone or anything, but i always feel that, ur words SHOULD be REFLECTED on ur actions, so if u say others, dun do it yourself.if not it doesnt make sense.

P.S. im not talking abt anyone in class...
[just mentioning this, to make things clear, that its OUTSIDE class]

no monday blues

2007-08-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

sunday
19th aug
went watch the SIMPSONS movie at the shaw house with xiao mei(king), teck n sista (benj) XDD
those two guys wore BLACK n WHITE la, even king wore WHITE. only i wore GREENNNNNN plus some shades of black n white.HAHAHAH! recently having the fetish for GREEN (:
then again, PINK STILL ROCKS! X)
i practically LAUGHED throughout the whole simpsons movie, even the quite sad parts were hilarious...LOL
nth much la, jus some parts of the movie lingering in my mind now and then..LOL

SPIDER PIG...SPIDER PIG :D

SPIDER PIGGGG!
gosh, benj laugh the LOUDEST for this part, can
MAGGIE's the gal! (:
sheesh...

monday
20th aug
im glad n surprised, im NOT having monday blues today XDD
time flew past quickly today
like REALLY fast :X
except econs lecture where i was perpetually tired and bored, since i forgot to print my econs notes
HAHA! suddenly tot of it...someone drew homer and the piggy where he sang the spider pig song while making it walk on the ceiling in one of the container rooms..retarded la, but its like super FUNNY!
besides that, math lecture/tutorial, GP, PW lecture etc passed by like some bullet train.lol
PE was pretty fun, despite running 6 rounds of track be4 we could start playing games...zzzz
played frisbee with some of the guys...not bad (: nv tot playing frisbee could have so much fun
well, it beats running on the track for the ENTIRE pe lesson
tmr's oi oi's bday, i alr bought her present ystd la, hope she likes it :D

ooo, i cant wait till 26th!!! I WILL BE SEEING MY BELOVED KOR like after like HOW LONG la...eh, MONTHS!

*be honoured kor that i wrote this xPPP

52 ques

2007-08-18T14:48:00.000+08:00

((: as promised, took photos with teddy [yet to be officially named]

cuddly XP

tuition teacher's coming soon at 3 20
nth beta to do but this...lol
ripped from kor's blog :D

1. The phone rings, who do you want it
to be?
YOU! (;

2. When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?
like duh?not gonna waste $1 on that pathetic bulky thing

3. If you had to kiss the last person
you kissed again, would you?
hmmm..why not? (:

4. Do you take compliments well?
eh...i guess so? is this some trick ques?

5. Do you play Sudoku?
no time

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
NOOOOO! x(

7. If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save?
myself la..of cos (:

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
not a person lah, but the GIGANTIC teddy bear i got for bday ((:

9. Who do you text the most?
hahahaha...

10. Favorite childrens book?
huh? that was more than a decade ago-_-

11. Eye color?
eh, with contacts dark brown, w/o, shiny dark brown (:

12. How tall are you?
dun ask ):

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
do wat?LOL!

15. When was the last time you were at
Botanic Garden?
ehhhh...no idea

16. Favorite ex?
no comments

17. Where was the furthest place you
traveled?
new zealand!!! omg (:

18. Do you like mustard?
of cos... at least better den wasabi

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
SLEEEEP! come to think of it, im feeling sleepy :X

21. Do you miss anyone?
no one...its more den ONE

22. Can you do splits?
eh..NO?

23. What movie do you want to see
right now?
RH3 and SIMPSONS!!!

24. What did you do for New Years Eve?
cant rmb...

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
hmmmm..i forget its plot already :X

26. Do you own a camera phone?
yepp, to snap those unglam photos.LOL

27. Are you a cheerleader?
no la..i cant cheer-_-

28. Whats the last letter of your middle name?
hell, i dun have a middle name...

29. Are you hispanic?
huh?

31. Do you like care bears?
-___- no

32. What do you buy at the Movies?
tickets?

33. Do you know how to play poker?
nah...

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yea, IF i rmb

35. What do you wear to sleep?
CLOTHES
i dun sleep naked-_-

36. Anything big ever happen in town
area?
o.O

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
straight (:

38. Is your tongue pierced?
NO!! omg, gross...

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
liver? wat kind? only FRIED onions...

40. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
i can be greedy to choose BOTH?*grins

41. Ever been to L.A.?
sadly, no...

42. Who is on your mind right now?
my tuition teacher-_- n how im gonna get through 2 hrs of her lesson

43.any plans 4 tonight?
dinner at 'lingzhi'

44. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
bu neng shuo de mi mi-jaychou

45. Do you hate chocolate?
ARE U CRAZY!? i LOVE chocolates! :D

46. What do you and your parents fight
about the most?
they dun fight, they collaborate tgt and nag at me-_- talking abt the most compatible couple ever...

47. Are you a gullible person?
many of my frens say so of me, IM NOT OK! im just trusting u guys :)

48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
no...-_-

49. If you could have any job what
would it be?
ehhh...a job that gives me any amount of $$ i want w/o me working?haha..fat hope eh

50. Are you easy to get along with?
its not for me to comment...lol

51. What is your favorite time of day?
at this point of my life, only sleeping time is

52. Are you generally a happy person?
hmmmm..generally yes, pretty contented (:

post-17th birthday

2007-08-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

great...ate chocolates given by a fren, and now i practically lost my voice!
omg...
anws, its e FIRST day of being SEVENTEEN..hahah, nth great, but seems so FUN! (:

but first, wanna thank these ppl for wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY thru sms,online,frenster,blog,phonecall,personally blah blah... WAHAHAHA huggs!

my DEAR KOR (be honoured ok!), AUNTIE BEST FREN huixian, most of my classmates [yuzhe,oi oi,yanming,george,alvin,king,angela,jordan(sang a song, expected),teck,siokxin,edwina,jordan,yufei,syafs,mary,timot], 'UNCLE' (:, toot head!, guanghui,william [that two botaks], pae classmates [jared,lisi,frida,anthony,samadhi], GUITAR EXCOS and MEMBERS ((: , ex mf-rians n seniors [ginz,fang,low,darren,min,manda,jia min,sinyi,ck,xinmun,kelvin(chung),ben h,sally,annie,jamie,tzw kwang,nai zheng,yuan chung,yizheng, yiwa, huiboon,yang,naqiah,yingling], lirong, ceph,pearlyn,shermaine,charmaine,charmine,rongjie,daryl(lim), thats all i thin, i really tried my best recalling..LOL

anyone missing tell me pls (:

REALLY THANKS ALOT FOR THE WISHES, hopefully i can fufill my wishes as well xD

JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!

sidetrack:
some things are jus meant to be left alone.
some things are jus being pathetic and going over my limits
some things are jus a waste of time.
some ppl are jus plain loser, plain unfathomable NEGATIVELY
get a life can?

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2007-08-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

YEA! im OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN!

and HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY INDIA! HAHAHAHA

not like its any big deal, but all of u guys who wished me out there, THANKS SOO VERY MUCH :D

from last nite 1159 p.m till even this very moment, im still receiving wishes, im really really touched (:

parents bouht me this $400+ 18k gold silver, watever bracelet, that is SUPER DUPER NICE LA..jus that the price jus made my heartache...its soooo ex X((( MUMMY DADDY I LOVE U :D

oooh!!! and to oi oi (esp u, for carrying the big teddy around be4 giving to me), yan ming, george teck, alvin, mary, timot (fat piggy)..THANKS SO MUCH FOR BUYING such a LOVELY CUDDLY GIGANTIC teddy bear for me ((: i love it to bits!
no doubt it attracted lots of attention, and some unwanted ones, that i dont feel like mentioning, i really wanna thank u guys for the thought and OI OI for placing her reputation at stake by bringing it to sch :X hugggs!
hahaha! one funny thing, the guys in my class, as compared to the gals, r more obsessed wiht my teddy, ESPECIALLY EDWARD, he practically transformed himself into a small kidd! haha..cute. yan ming practically danced with it -_- and teck kept touching its butt!!! and simply love touching it..zzz those 3 guys, to think i presumed they were grown up mature men. i guess not..hahaha..the child-side of them

for u guys info, ESPECIALLY jordan, im NOT, NOT, naming my teddy yu fei ok, cos its a 'SHE' xPPP (sorry yu fei, no offence, u were jus innocently dragged in LOL)

n to KING! thanks for the SHIRT! its really NICE!! i know im splendid, thanks! hahahahahaha, huugggggs! :DD

ooo, and to huiix, elij, n jordan n my guitar EXCO who sang either vocally over the phone, or in person etc, THANKS SO MUCH.. xD

*i wonder u guys bought these presents after seeing my wishlist huh? cos it somehow coincidentally tallies with it.hahaha..and it was a wishlist set 3 yrs back-___- n jus plain lazy to edit :X

nevertheless i LOVE THIS SEVENTEEEN BIRTHDAY XD

2007-08-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

HOMEWORK AND MORE HOMEWORK!!!

REVISION AND MORE REVISION!!!

i cant wait...i really cant

:D

2007-08-11T11:28:00.001+08:00

its just another day, meeting toot head for a breather

later still have to do pw, but im starting to accept it, its each member's duty, n im willing to hold responsibility for it

same goes for this frenship

no more cowardice

face it bravely :D

i hope

-----------------------------------------------------------

came back around 445
somehow feeling really tired after watching movie
but 'secret' was really really nice, except for the funny twist towards e end dat was quite far-fetched :X
shall give it a 3.5/5 stars
since the piano playing parts were fab!

question me if im obsessed or wat? the two leads are simply too cute!!! its been really long since i watch such a sweet romantic movie.nice

:D

back to work...darn, i need some help here with pw!

im bloggin less from now on, i must refrain from going online as well, if not i will jus waste my night away.lol.

damn, my heart or chest, wateva, still hurts..

ndp 2007

2007-08-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

9th august
NDP was fab!
met huiix and the two botaks, who were released from NS (but will be back inside soon), LOL
huiix, to be exact, her sis in law, got 4 NDP ticx! so she asked 3 of us to go with her :D
so went to eat sakae be4 enjoying a cup of haagen daz at esplanade be4 going for NDP
stomach has been weak recently, so tummy wasnt really feeling well after sakae :X
i love the goodie bags this yr, bet their budget was high, due to a lesser amount of ppl going for NDP
with potato chips, water, green tea, h20 isotonic drink, sweets etc, this yr's NDP's one of the best! ((:
details of NDP can be shown on television (think there will be a repeat or sth)
oh!!! the stunt motorists before live telecast were fantastically HOT! omg...
photos will be uploaded, no time no time
it was really great seeing the 2 botaks and huiix today, in fact i actually missed talking to that 2 botaks, haha...n im still laughing abt their hair LOL
thanks for the birthday treats and cya guys soon, not that they will visit my blog.HAHAHA
but to huiix, thanks best fren for everything ((: meet up soon again some day since u r SO FREE!
me.huiix :D
sistas n BFF (:
this shot was fab xD
the photo shows it all

the hats were really cute :X

---------------------------------------------------------------
10th august
met up with teck in e morning to study at wisma starbucks, apparently unproductive, so we went shopping aft barely 2 hrs of studying..hahaha
we shopped till 2 3o before meeting jordan and samadhi! i didn know he's coming, but i was really glad to see him, joker dude.
went to wheelock sakae for buffet, while king came slightly later.lol
we ate till like 5 50, a midst eating, we played 'cai quan'.LOL
u should see some of their faces when they ate those weird-tasting sushi-s
went to e doc soon since my cough and flu hasn't recovered
hopefully i'll get well soon
im soooo frigging tired~~~~
'i surrender' LOL
the start of their horror
samad's expression aft eating that (look above) hahaha!
n teck's LOL!
this was slightly better but...
samad's oways losing in 'cai quan'
their expressions after eating the salmon sushi.haha!
jordan's horror
couldnt snap a photo of him eating that, but caught him in his fav pose whenever i try to take a photo of him-_-
king was plain disgusted...hahaha!

my heart still hurt thinking abt this frenship, i feel apologetic, i feel hurt n unjust to be malign jus cos sth ALMOST similar happen, but i know for the very fact it wasnt the same, and i dunno how to face the future...take a step at a time i guess

national day eve

2007-08-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

the national day race went on pretty smoothly, at least it didnt go as bad as the worst case scenerio i will ever think of
camwhore at the last hour of the race..funny timing tho but nevertheless it was quite helpful in distracting me from thinking abt studies and pw
photos will be up soon once i get from sista and king

went lunchie with ym,jordan n teck
den revised our respective subjs
went home to change den meet huiix for dinner and bought some stuff (:
n to mr tong's tuition (e only tuition im ever enthu in) :D

despite all the happy moments today, many mishaps and misunderstanding and probably frenship strains happened
needless to elaborate
but the only thing i can say is i truly didnt know it was not meant to be told
n i'm seriously apologetic
n to fang: no doubt i cant rmb telling u, but i will still bear the responsibility that i did tell u sth that i didnt know was supposed to be a secret.

im jus so tired, practically half-dead from so many problems, and even more problems piling up, with stress invading my mind etc

im so tired of trying to make the best out of frenships and yea, other stuff, so much so, i actually worsen them

after a whole day and night of deep thinking, i decided i really need to focus on what is most impt, n frenships, i probably need a break from some of them, seeing how much heartache i've been going thru and stress im facing..maybe its my insensitiveness, or my forgetful-ness, its really tough to maintain a cherished frenship. so i shall just let fate decide..

n this time round im not going to control my destiny, but just letting it shape as the days goes by

im jus sorry

n exhausted. period

wr..virus

2007-08-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

i really cant stand doing WR

its worse than PI, its worse than EOM

its practically driving EVERYONE insane

secret-jay

2007-08-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

不能说的秘密 - 周杰倫

NICE :D

王力宏's NEW ALBUM ((:

不完整的旋律 - 王力宏

爱在哪里 - 王力宏

落葉歸根 - 王力宏

你是我心内的一首歌 - 王力宏

改变自己 - 王力宏

im sick

2007-08-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

dry cough -> sore throat -> flu -> fever -> body-aches

what more can i get?

zzzzz

doubt i can go sch tmr...NO PE!!!

but i'll be missing math and econs

darn

P.S.
i know many of u guys are concerned abt me being emo and stuff
just wanna let u guys know, im NOT emo-ing, im just tired of everything, feeling quite pathetic and helpless
n falling sick jus made it worse

absence makes the heart grow fonder

2007-08-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

suddenly thinking about wat terry mentioned ystd...
'absence makes the heart grow fonder...'

to think i was one of the few ppl who were advising him on matters of the heart
i cant believe i am experiencing this myself :X

for once, or maybe twice...i really m puzzled by my inner feelings

yes, VERY puzzled

:/

guitar jc2 farewell

2007-08-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

jc2 farewell party at ohana has finally ended
all those plannings..sheesh...
im jus glad the seniors were touched and satisfied with our party for them :D
all e effort we put is worth it,yay!
the pillows, somehow were pretty appreciated...lol.while im quite 'woah' by my exchange gift with aiping (e ex secretary). she gave me a whole box of chocolates! omg...how much weight will i gain :X
i gave her a lovely PINK mug to serve as a reminder to MUG hard for A's..take it as a motivation or pun watsoever..its USEFUL in two ways los, can use it to drink too..hehe
cakes...EXCESS EXCESS beehoon, finger food, CHAMPAGNE... ((:
WATER BOMBS! balloon bursting-_-
details are tooooo much to write..some are even un-describable, it was overwhelmng for some of us, especially wei quan (ex president), who apparently went over-ly high and mad..-_-
this farewell is considered a success i guess...i will miss u guys greatly especially those who really took care of me since i entered guitar in 1st 3 mths, jorene, jewel, grace, aiping, weiquan, the whole excos xD

MUG HARD FOR EXAMS yea! GAMBATTE GUITAR SENIORS ((:

photos will be uploaded SOOOOOON

high school never ends

2007-08-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

foul mood..big time
lao pa! thanks for this song especially...
it did pep me up alil ((:

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High School Never Ends

hey!oooooooooooooo
hey!oooooooooooooo
hey!
Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT!
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends
oooooooooooooo hey!
oooooooooooooo hey!

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
And how did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She's the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, a clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
Seen it all before
I want my money back!!

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's in the club and who's on the drugs
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends
oooooooooooooo

High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends
oooooooooooooo

High school never ends

oooooooooooooo

High school never ends

oooooooooooooo
Here we go again

oooooooooooooo

im falling sick

2007-08-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

im losing my appetite
i guess im falling sick soon
been pretty busy for the past few days, but since when m i not busy...-_-
sometimes im really tired of 3707...not that i hate it, but jus plain tired of it, and jc life
3/4 yr has passed...i really MUST get promoted and get out of this sch asap..countdown to that very day
sighs..i really hate scandals, im not affected in e way most ppl think but its really ridiculous to constantly match me with guys who i can talk and get along well with or whoever im close to, or i, myself wonder if im even considered as a close/good fren to them..but whatever the case, its such things i get EVERYDAY in sch, that makes me really wanna jus shut up in class... m jus so sick n tired of all this nonsense
say im overly sensitive peeps, say im immatured, say im being un-sporty, watever...

on a lighter note, but not any much better, i not only have scandals IN CLASS, i have rumours OUTSIDE class..thats like 'damn great'...i'm being known for the wrong reason...and to u, in the aftn, im not angry with u la...so dun worry kk

sheesh...i've got so much things to say...so much problems, yet i dunno who to turn to...i really envy min, her class is so conflict-less, n she can freely jus tell her probs to her good brothers, whom she says is her 'sisters', other den naq and yang... isit me or im jus plain unsuitable to be in 3707..its so full of politics, full of unpredictable frenships, inclusion of fragile ones,two-faced?, etc...i jus wanna a clear clean environment, like min's class..at least i can turn to someone, or a few ppl...
i really misses the old days...at least then, i could jus shout out my grievances and problems to my besties n nutt-ies.

classmates...n i tot my jc classmates may jus make my life better in jc
its probably worse...

i marvel how much i can laugh and smile in sch despite feeling helpless and depressed
but i jus dun like to show my unhappiness out, i've oways tot tat i shouldnt let my emotions affect others, and this mentality still stands... i laugh so much, i wonder when will i ever laugh full-hearted, and proudly say that im indeed feeling happy...

my senior once told me ' frenship is just about common interest'
i really dont hope its true abt my frenships in class... but oh wells, im really grateful to have fang,low,gin,min,manda,darren,kor outside that oways be there for me... thanks guys (:

sighs, but to studies...

mood: helpless n tired

edwina to cambridge

2007-07-30T20:53:00.001+08:00

BON VOYAGE EDWINA! :D

take care gal!

quizzz

2007-07-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

i actually cant believe im doing this when im suppose to be doing my OVERDUE chinese hw...
its some quiz to...

Get to know yourself better (its creepy cos its disturbingly accurate to a LARGE LARGE extent)

my results (:
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

paprika

2007-07-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

dad have left s'pore ystd...its so weird not seeing him around at home :X
i wish him a safe trip tho...i hope his taste for bags and clothes etc change for e better, but i'm not pining my hopes high on this..i really doubt his taste.LOL.
BON VOYAGE papa! xDD
sunday
thought it would be a at least 5 ppl thing, instead, many last min couldnt make it, so left oioi, yan ming n me to watch paprika...
i was pretty dumb.i didnt know it was a jap animation movie..i tot it was some of those..italian films u often see in arts central.zzz..smack me
it was pretty cool, i nv really watched piturehouse films before..so OIOI thanks for asking me out to watch! its fab... (:
after the film, went to find FOOD! so walked to heeren/cathay cine.passed by centrepoint and i got a balloon.i was offered one, so i took it xD YAY! its so big and creamy green.hehe! ym wanted one too so i let him played with it..haha..we r all deprived youngsters xP
so the balloon become we trio's 4th companion..haha..lazy to elaborated how we played with it..ppl may jus call us childish LOL

tmr's MONDAY! monday blues....booooo

oioi jus couldnt be bothered.LOL
nice 'hairdo'

friendships

2007-07-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

the pleasures of friendship

the fragility of friendship

the loss of friendship

the escapement from reality

ptm-parents teacher meeting

2007-07-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

PTM

to make matters worse, we had principal's speech during mass civics...
to review our June CT
I SIMPLY COULDN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE CAN ACTUALLY GET 79/80 for the marks scheme...omg..where did her 1 mark flew to? im SUPER impressed...that 12/07 gal...oh man...a nearly hundred percentage.
and we only have 66 DAYS till promos! thats only 2 mths left! faints*

parents came down at 3 45 to meet Mr. Tan, on personal request by us..mum had to rush home so they had to come down like an hr earlier den the supposedly given timing-4 30.
i had to settle guitar farewell presents hence, couldnt attend the PTM with them...its a waste of my time anws, moreover, PTM is meant for parents and teachers meeting LITERALLY...besides, some teachers can make use of the students' absence to badmouth, or should i say, comment harshly on them..which i hope my teachers won't.

went out with some guitar exco peeps, namely huiying,terry,brenda and min! xD went to ikea to shop for the pres... and EAT!!! :D

shopped and decided till like 9 plus (terry left halfway tho)..finally came down with a plan..like FINALLY! took a cab back to min's house..the stuff we bought were simply too BULKY :x

back at home, parents said that my PTM was more result-orientated than attitude/character development...i wonder why e sudden change...

anws, i LIKE the RED CUSHION i bought at Ikea! so hug-gable! wheee....

kinda sleepy to blog more..another day (:

i badly need a rest

2007-07-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

i need a rest
away from this upside-down world
into a world i dream of
i just want a break

met up with huiix

2007-07-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

so sch went on like usual...nth much to comment abt la, jus realised everyone is falling sick lately, so jus take care peeps (:
ended sch early, supposedly at 445, but had to meet Mr Tan for PW-EOM discussion..i finally understood my mistakes and stuff...hopefully i can get an EE for A&E and at least ME for GI..*HOPE *HOPE
left sch around 540 to meet huiix to settle some presents stuff and have dinner with her
after all the 'mini' shopping, decided to go starbucks for a drink while i study...time is short ):
im super tired to elaborate stuff la...

but it was great seeing auntie best fren xD

wahaha

2007-07-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

didnt get to watch potter x( cancelled

but at least i still can catch it with a fren of mine (((:

hehehehe..u rocks xD (jus for this time!)

AND IM MEETING ANG HUIXIAN TMR!!

to add on, THERE IS NO PE TMR!!

SUPER HIGH NOW..but gotta do milestones...bleh!!

y did mary had to remind me...indirectly x((